I have been through a lot of lessons that made me
realize a lot of things during the past year. It has impacted me mentally,
physically and perceptively.
For instance, I am the type of guy that learn from
mistakes when the circumstances are not favourable. Honestly, I guess that how
I was. Same goes to my siblings. Of course, I no longer have this habit and I don’t
want to possess such irregularity anymore. Yet, no matter how hard I convince
my siblings - Jackasses. They wouldn’t listen, I guess it’s up to experience
that will make them realized eh? Anyway, I made a lot of mistakes in the past.
These mistakes will haunt me throughout my life because I have to go through a
significant lost to realize. No matter how unwilling I am to forgo, I am still
grateful for the realization. However, I am also regretful.
After I started working on my own. Honestly, it make
me realized that in life there are many responsibilities and commitments that
one need to bear. It opened my eyes on how hard life is that it hit me hard to
digest it. Frankly, I finally understood the life my mom went through to feed
us. The commitments and responsibilities she bear is unreal that I don’t think
I can comprehend such pressure. Thank you. Let us bear all of it for you now.
As we grow older, there are so many consideration that
need to take into account. It’s not about childish acts anymore, future is
seriously at stake considering the economy now. It all about the future. Well,
it very subjective when you said about future. But when you really think about
it and really want to realize it. It is very stressful. Everything is about
surviving now and how to make life easier in the future. It is not easy
anymore. Life never gets easier. How I wish I can go back when I was still a
kid. I guess this is the step to adulthood.
