Why now?

Suddenly I dont know what to do anymore.
I cant concentrade on my studies.
Trials is 2weeks time! Theres still alot for me to do, to study!
I gotta force myself to study,
Telling myself "My future depands on it".
Suddenly theres so many choices I have to make. I cant let others make the decisions for me.
Parent raise me to make my own choices, not them, not my friends but ME!
You guys only can support me, encourage me, advice me! I know you guys will worry about me,But its my life, My fight. You cant tell me what to do.
Now,I'm having trouble deciding careers. At first I've chose Hospitality. But now I'm interested in accounting , whats next? Buisness? My head is full of craps now!
What about income of the career I chose?
Is it enough? I know my income is gonna be little when I come out to work.
I want a profesion career, I want a satisflying income. People said all career can become rich.
Let me ask you people one question, Why aren't you rich? Work hard my ass. Its all fate and luck. I know theres still time to think what career I should study. I know I should concentrade on my studies now. But I cant help it. Seeing all prices goes up makes me worry about the future prices. I dont even know what I like or dont like anymore. Arggh.. I dont know anymore.
All I know is I miss you. Thinking of you really conrupted my mind. My mind's completely blank when I'm thinking of you. The problem now is I cant stop thinking about you. Why?