Stress Free

Hey all! How is it going?
I am doing ok ok now, but will be super busy later on...Great.
Anyway, I just came back from night golfing. I feel very good, I can 80% whack the balls today. I feel very syiok.
You know golf is quite a complicated sport. To play well, your mind must be relaxed in order to focus. Its a nice sport to play cause it relaxes you and you can relief stress by playing it. I feel not that stress after playing it.. Its like when you hit the ball, the stress transfer from the body to the club and to the ball... Feels great especially night time, its cooler and more peaceful, you can listen to the bugs clicking. :') I am glad that my grandpa and uncle influenced us ( my siblings and cousins ) to play golf. :)
I feel no regret learning it. I miss the time where my cousins and siblings went to the driving range and to the course together. Such good times. Nowadays we can't do that any more, cause all busy with their stuff. We must find time again!!! We can play match play like we used to. >:D.
Talking about golf, I have played many courses around PJ,KL etc with my family and in tournaments. :D
I used to play golf in different places with my family when we went vacation. Langkawi, Pulau Tioman, Cameron etc. how nostalgic :')
Anyway, gotta play once a week or once every 2 weeks. Gotta keep on practicing if not I will lose my swing. I don't want that to happen D: You won't able to hit the balls after not playing for so long. So gotta stay in shape.. Hehee.

Anyway, liking someone is not a sin. Besides, I have no intention of being in a relationship now... and my mom advised me to focus on my studies first. So yeah.. please stop asking me to take action please..Plus, I can't even support myself, how do you guys expect me to support another person? You must know that I don't get any allowances from my parent anymore, I have to earn myself. Its not my parent's fault. I am the one who don't want to receive any allowance. :') I am 19 now, gotta be independent a bit... and I want to live my life the way I want. No distractions please... :")
and a little advise, please accept the fact, avoiding it won't solve anything. Thank you!

Happy Holidays... :)